Chocolate soy, a handful of raspberries, a couple of ice cubes and 1.5 bananas.
Incredible. :|
I was worried about the chocolate soy milk not coming through, and wondering if I should melt a square or two of dark chocolate and add that, too, but nope - this is perfect.
The volunteering I did last week was amazing. I offered to do it again in a month - well, same people, different activities this time. I'll be doing manual labour. We'll see if I'm strong enough to deal with 6 hours of digging and hammering and sawing in the sun. I'll probably be okay, though I couldn't handle stairs a couple of days ago. I think I'm getting an upper respiratory chest infection, again. I've got a cough that comes on with physical activity and it's pretty gross.
I discovered last night that my cat loves banana chips, but they're too hard for him to crunch, so he licks them until they're soggy, then puts his paws on them, then licks the flavour off of his paws.
It's so cute. ♥_♥
I feel... comfortable on VR again. I haven't for years. I feel so different. I'm glad I deleted all my journals - 5 years worth of entries, I deleted, and I am glad.
I'm testing out smoothie combinations and it's fantastic. Yesterday I had apricot and peach soy yoghurt, cashew-almond milk, frozen mango chunks and tinned peaches (with ice). It was so good.
Today I am thinking frozen raspberries, chocolate soy milk and a banana.
I volunteered some time today - due to bad Facebook functionality, I only got the memo at 12.30am. Sigh. Freaking Facebook. I said I'd be in there soon... but they haven't seen my AND AS I TYPE THIS, THEY SEE IT. HAH. Oh thank god.
... but it's been 5 minutes and still no reply?
They sleepy.
Gah. It's so cold. I hope they reply soon. I'm cold and I've been up for an hour now.
I still haven't finished Fallout New Vegas. There's so many options and choices that I can't fully make my mind up on whether to continue several questlines, since all impact the end result, so I'm considering going "Fuck you, Boomers, screw you, NCR, adios, Brotherhood of Steel, gtfo, Caesar's Legion, goodbye, Mr. House..." and doing the Lonesome Road DLC ending.
I'm currently doing Old World Blues, and I'm not enjoying it. I'm really not. I've been slogging through it for weeks, now, and I'm really fed up. I'm at the stage where I'm off to kill Mobious, but have so few health supplies. Gah. I died and can't be bothered redoing wherever I was at.
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Complete all the companion quests and finish NCR side. Gives the best results (if you care about how your Companions end up after the game ends).
Lonesome Road lets you keep playing after the game. D:
I meant lore wise. Like, what happens to them in the future.
Okay, I regret that.
In other news... I need more kibble for Mocha, it's cold here, and I'm cold. I'm dreading winter. I need to buy another comforter, a thicker, fluffier one.
I'm so sick of seeing petty women over the age of 25 continually picking at people on this website. Grow up. You're not in middle-school, and being an asshole to everyone on here doesn't impress anyone but the bunch of equally toxic, cesspit-dwelling 'friends' you have on here. Being nice to people is not hard. Step back, re-evaluate your priorities in life (is it REALLY worth calling a CHILD a slut on the internet? Is THAT how you want your life to be? Getting offended by every small amount of breasts that you see?). The internalised misogyny, the body-shaming, the sex-shaming, the "STD" 'jokes' - how is that funny? What makes an STD any more funny than any other illness? Is Alzheimers funny? Is cancer funny? No? So shut the fuck up - STDs can be contracted many ways, and they're not funny. They can lead to cancers (HPV, for one, which is extremely aggressive and leads to full or partial hysterectomy at the least) and many other nasty, nasty illnesses. Like, go you, you're picking on people online who cannot/will not fight back! Woo! You're a champion! It's sad when those people literally would not dare to say such things to people in the streets - but because they have a screen between them, they detach normal inhibitions and let lose a stream of vile and vitriol that would, in any real setting, cause them to lose their jobs, family, friends and all respect people had for them.
I really want some food, but I don't know what exactly. I think there's vegan lasagne in town... if I can get there. I hope it's not vegetarian. That'd be disappointing as heck. The same place now also does vegan coffee. I'm not a fan of the beans they use, but hey - it's better buying from a place that specifically caters only for vegans and vegetarians (no meat or things like rennet sold in the store at all) rather than ordering coffee elsewhere and accidentally being given milk, and then vomiting my guts up (or worse) for days after because of my lactose intolerance.
Today I feel less like crap, although I'm kinda annoyed that I didn't get to go do things I wanted to do. Maybe tomorrow... or Sunday? Sunday is market-day. That could be fun. Gah. I need to buy cat food.
I'm cranky and tired and cold. I really want coffee. Coffee fixes almost everything.
Yellow dahl... oh my gosh, so yummy. I've not been very well lately, but that... mhm. That was gooood. I am looking forward to having time alone tonight, where I shall squander that precious time by... sleeping. Heh. I may go sleep now.
This is what I edited out of my last entry. I like the idea of returning to NZ and eloping. It'd take so much pressure off of me, relating to families and attendance and costs and so much more. I'd be more than open to having another service in the US, but NZ... would be lovely. It'd make me so freaking happy. There's even services to make it happen in NZ (for elopements). Lately I really want to get married. There's a service in Christchurch that provides two witnesses and will meet wherever you want. They can even arrange a photographer. God, it'd fix so many issues with visas and applications and so much. Like I don't even care about engagement and rings and stuff. There's plain wedding bands for like $250, or cheaper.
There's a mental list of things I always go through when people hit on me. It's fairly long. Heh.
All in all, it just serves to make me miss Dylan. Against distance, love prevails. That sounds so corny. Hahahah. ♥ I was looking at the loveliest dresses today. I would love something dusky lavender, light mint green or light yellow.
Heh. ♥
It's also fairly... I don't know. While I was excited at first, I got a bit upset in the end.
I've had such a long week. SUCH a long week. I'm proud of my small achievements.
Hopefully tomorrow I can get new tea. There's a choc-mint tea that I'm hoping is vegan, and delicious.
Weird realisation prompted by a message - I haven't uploaded a photo on here in about three years, since I got ill.
Irony - being more confident while being double the weight I am currently - crippling self-conciousness when lighter.
Oh brain, you make no sense.
I'm tired. I woke up to my kitty snuggled in the crook of my arm, purring and slowly licking himself.
I am kind of sad that IS is a ghost-town, but at the same time, it's one of the original charms of the place.
I was a nervous wreck last night. I've since calmed way down, but still, it was so bad. Hopefully I sleep really, really well tonight, and the previous fears aren't swarming me. I only got about 6 hours of sleep, which is a lot, really, but it was so broken that it feels like I slept for no more than 3 hours.
But it's all okay. I'll be sleeping happily, warmly, tonight - because on top of drowning in worry, I was also freeeeezing cold last night. My toes would. not. warm. up.
Gah. I have a heat-pack, so I'll use it tonight if I have to.
I can't wait to go to bed early, warm and happy.
I got a new piercing yesterday, the first one in three years.
I slept on it last night with very little pain, which surprised the HECK out of me. I expected blood, ickness, soreness, redness at the least... nada.
Go me.
I discovered a HUGE amount of vegan food at a supermarket yesterday, one town over. I am hopefully going back there today. There's food there that I wouldn't mind trying, and I really didn't get a good enough look - only small sections of an enormous store. Hopefully I can shop there more often. There was very little Quorn there. Heck yes. ;o
Blasted Quorn.
So hopefully I can go back there today.
I feel better today. A lot more positive.
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